In some night, just wanted to cry.
Bleeding internally, screaming inwardly.
The silhouette of my, once, a happy dream
Becomes a once upon a time.

As the doubt acrosses me,
the stand tall of darkness reaches me.
All the pressure that has made, suffocates me.
Asking myself, "Am I not good enough?"
But I know, it doesn't matter, it will never be.

I kept reaching for my dream,
as my body failed to function.
Everything is a vast space of darkness.
Why is it so heavy to bear?

Oh, to be just washed away,
to escape, and to return.
I just got nowhere else to go,
Just want to let go of who really am.
© Nyx