I will profit from my pain
It is said no pain no gain
All of my history is riddle with it
Because of this I will be rich

You left me daddy, you remarried
You didnt think to take care of me
I cried for you my entire life
Then you died I couldn't cry

You hurt me so deeply
I haven't recovered
It plays out with
everyone I encounter

At school I could not fit in
The prestigous difference
Were to extremely strange
The students were the same

Off to secondary school
I began acting a fool
Lost in youthful unrest
Pain at home added to the distress

I met the "love of my life"
Daydreaming of being a wife
Years past we grew apart
He left a dent in my heart

I signed up for a diploma
I got a blow four years later
Married to a sweet young lad
Turn into a monstrous man

Went back to "my love again"
Did everything to ease my pain
Daily punishing myself
Only God saw the crys for help

I met someone so sweet
He knocked me off my feet
I thought I couldnt love like that
Then the drama starts

I hoped for a deliverer
The only one I saw
My Loving Saviour
Waitng for my Love

I desperately want to live
A life truely devoted to Him
He loved me consistently
A Passionate Love Eternally

@candyWAW
30th May 2020
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