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RAINBOW EXPLOSION FROM DARKNESS & SHADOWS
#WritcoPoemPrompt98
Life had no meaning for you until someone came along and brought out colors into your life. Write a poem on it.....

THIS PROMPT MEANS A LOT TO ME BECAUSE IT IS LITERALLY EVERYTHING THAT INSPIRES ME TO WRITE! WHEN IN DARKNESS I FIND LIGHT AND LETTING THE DARKNESS AND DEMONS ESCAPE THROUGH MY PEN SO BRIGHT!


I know what it is that I tried for for both my son and USUALLY FOR ME TOO, BUT MUST PRAY I BELIEVE IN & TRUST myself

" I know" what I have looked for in life, and love and in RESOURCEFULNESS TO FIND perhaps a REAL book... BUT OFTEN NEED ASSISTANCE TO LOCATE A BOOK BY A DEWEY SYSTEM OR FIND THE PROPER LIBRARY SHELF

Many say that I blame or cast a dark resentment, bitterness or anxiety misunderstood as hate...

I CHERISH EVERY LESSON, GOOD OR BAD, I BLAME NO OTHER, AM NOT SELFISH, SELF-SERVING OR RIGHTEOUS WITH JUDGMENT SO QUICK TO DEEM ANY UNWORTHY FOR I LOVE FIRST EVEN IF IT LEAVES ME ABANDONED OR IN SOLITUDE FROM START GATE...

WHETHER PAST, PRESENT OR PLANNING FOR FUTURE...none other than GOD, myself and the spirit GUIDED within...

My mind, body, soul and the demons that I battle and sometimes find solace or false comforts in the vices LABELLED AS sin...


I CAN SPEAK FOR ONLY ME ....SHE IS ALL THAT I HAVE STUDIED OR COME TO KNOW & LOVE ...

SHE IS ME AND SHE CAN ONLY BE THE ME THAT I CAN BE... GENERALLY THE ONLY ONE TO HOLD HERSELF BACK OR FEAR THE FEAR I FEAR...MIND OVER MATTER...LOVE BEFORE BATTLE ...PEACE, LOVE AND WARRING ON OURSELVES IS THE ONLY TRUE HATE I FEEL I KNOW OF....


SO I FINALLY LISTENED AND AS THE SAYING GOES...AM LEARNING TO PUT ON MY OWN OXYGEN MASK FIRST...

AND SUCH A DEEP BREATH IT IS TO BREATHE IN PEACEFUL LIGHT... DISCOVERING HOW HUNGRY I WAS OR HOW MUCH FOR THE SPIRIT OF LOVE AND FORGIVENESS OF SELF...HEALING THAT I HAVE BEEN IN STARVING IN SUCH AN INCREDIBLE THIRST....

AND I HAVE NOT DIED OF STARVATION, EXHAUSTION, DEHYDRATION OR DEEPLY FELT PAIN....

THIS 30 DAYS JUST HAS MORE SPIRIT, LESS THE ILLUSION OR INEBRIATION OF MY UNSHELTERED... YET WHETHERED BEAUTIFULLY, EROSION OF EVOLUTION OF SOUND INTELLIGENCE OF MY TRAUMATIZED CORAZON SPLATTERED & SCATTERED TO MY UNSPLATTERED BRAIN...

TREAD LIGHTLY ON THOSE WHOM YOU HELP OR PREACH WITH REGARDS MATTERS YOU MAY NOT KNOW IN EXPERIENCE ABOUT,

ASSIST OTHERS... BUT KNOW THAT YOUR ASSISTANCE, RESOURCES, & GOOD INTENTION DOES NOT ALWAYS EQUATE TO A RIGHTEOUS EXECUTION UNTO SOMEONE COPING AND HEALING IN THEIR OWN SPIRITUAL AWAKENING FOR THAT BENEVOLENCE OF SELF RIGHTEOUSNESS WILL NOT BRING YOU CLOUT...


'CAST NOT YOUR STONES', JUDGE NOT WHERE YOU HAVE NEVER TRUSTED, POT CALL THE KETTLE BUT CAREFULLY SO OR YOU MAY FIND INTENTION OF GOOD LADEN WITH GREAT DOUBT...

SPREAD KINDNESS, GOOD VIBES AND POSITIVITY BUT KNOW THAT THE RAINBOWS YOU SEEK OR SEE MAYBE DIFFERENT IF YOU WERE TO KNOW WHAT MEANS....NOT BUT DEFINITION BUT BY FEELING THE EXPERIENCE OF TRULY BEING DOWN AND OUT...

THE CYCLES OF ADDICTION, DYSFUNCTION, ABUSE OF ALL KINDS AND JUDGMENT THAT HAS BEEN BRED DEEP WITHIN THE BLOOD OF MY ROOTS & BOILS IN VEINS...


ARE MY DEMONS AND CYCLES TO BREAK THE WAY I SEE FEELING AS IT APPEARS TO ME, FOR WATER IS PURE THAN BLOOD AND BLOOD MAY HAVE TRICKS OR ILLUSIONS TO REMOVE THAT WHICH LAYS DEEPER STAINS...

JUDGE ME NOT AS YOU SPREAD YOUR THEORIES, PHILOSOPHIES AND PROJECTIONS FROM AFAR AWAY VIEW...

BLOCK ME, BE DONE WITH ME BUT I LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY AND WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU...

"PEACE IS THE LOVE BETWEEN BATTLES"....SO I BEG & PRAY FOR US ALL INDIVIDUALLY TO SPREAD PEACE NOT WAR,

LOVE FIRST JUDGE NOT A HEART ON A SLEEVE AS SOME METAPHORICAL HORROR...

FOR SOME OF US LIVE MORE COMFORTABLY IN THE SHADOWS...."DWELLERS OF DARKNESS" ....EMPATHS OF EMOTIONAL TERROR IN HOPES OF SPARKING LIGHT TO THE FAR REACHES OF LOST SOULS JUST WAITING TO BE SAVED FROM THEIR OWN TRAGIC LONELINESS....

30 DAYS SOBER, BUT FEELING LIKE I AM SWIMMING OUT IN THE OPEN AND THE FREE...

DRUNK ON THE GOODNESS AND THE SPARKLE THAT AN INEBRIATED IS ALL THAT I ENDEAVOR TO LOVE AND THE UNIQUENESS OF ME!



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