How much I have lost my shit.
Hope,
Faith,
Love,
Joy.
Verge for a breakthrough
Until I got dragged to the bottom.

All I had, was complete brokenness.
Hope at lost,
Faith gone astray,
Love being despited,
Joy wasted.

Into the abyss of sorrows and pain.
I did dare to hold on
But lost my grip after all.

"Why don't you just move on?
Just give up already
And start a new life!"

"Pathetic."

I don't know what to expect.
But I can't seem to take in the apologies.

"IAM ok", "It's ok". I say,
But Damn!
How much I have lost.
And how much I have shrank.

I hope I get back someday soon.
But really, Iam ok.
Thanks.

(26-12-2020/9:59pm)
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