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Hateful loops
Is it me?
Is it the winter blues?
Or time went by quickly again?
Are my addictions the cause?
Looking for something inside yourself is frustrating.
I don’t know where to go. Or what to do.
There are certain periods of time that I feel like dying.
And when I stop expecting, I’m reborn.
Do I have to restart? Is it that I need to go rock bottom and then try to pump my self up to the skyscrapers?
She liked skyscrapers. I remember her talking to me about it.
I hate being alone. Yet every night I struggle to win more and more time by myself.
I still believe I’m gonna die young. Yet I’m getting older and I don’t feel that I have done what I was brought here for.
Sometimes it feels like I’m gonna live forever.
Is it the winter blues?
Or time went by quickly again?
Are my addictions the cause?
Looking for something inside yourself is frustrating.
I don’t know where to go. Or what to do.
There are certain periods of time that I feel like dying.
And when I stop expecting, I’m reborn.
Do I have to restart? Is it that I need to go rock bottom and then try to pump my self up to the skyscrapers?
She liked skyscrapers. I remember her talking to me about it.
I hate being alone. Yet every night I struggle to win more and more time by myself.
I still believe I’m gonna die young. Yet I’m getting older and I don’t feel that I have done what I was brought here for.
Sometimes it feels like I’m gonna live forever.
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