Do you really want to fight all the time?
do you really want to hate and be jealous,
and envious of other people, do you think it's easy to be that, to think it and live it, to see every person you meet as a potential threat?

Well, i will tell you its not,
its exhausting, and depressing and whatnot.
Its like you want to be alone in this world and still be with everyone,
only,
when you start to talk and trust people, your overly insecure, highly anxious brain tells you things that no normal person would ever...