***Before you read this poem, know that it expresses emotions I have had in the past, present and future. ... Here goes..freestyle, off top of my thoughts

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Breathe in. Breathe out.
Count backwards.
Get a grip.
You have yourself to think about.
Cook.
Clean.
By all means.
You know the routine.
F--- your feelings girl.
Get out of them, no time for emotions,
They cause commotion
I swear life is going in slow motion.
Wake up. No change. Sleep. No change.
Repeat. Repeat. Repeat.
Wtf am I thinking?
My life is like a dog with mange.
No friends. No family support
Just me myself and I.
We all try.
To please
crying on my knees
Dear Lord
this load is too heavy
Don't you care??
The...