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Emotional Sponge
Standing here, unprepared, eyes wide open now running scared, of what?! Being uprepaired?!? Fear, sadness, sorrow, to much to be bared.
Like our last show, now it's dead air.

Like a 1,2, punch straight to the gut, hurt so bad now my eyes are shut, what happend to us?! I thought things were enough. Me, my emotions, burning my inside, like, my heart on plate, make room for the steak!

Was there for all the dark days, the boogeyman, scared him away, took a shovel to your grave, dig the pain away, look at you now! Shining like a star in the night, while I'm here struggling for breath, were you used to lie, now I'm buried down deep, things change, done, now I'm the one losing my mind, Peace out, run

We were all good now, then guess what? We're up, and were down. Just a dog chasing his own tail, hammer pownding that same nail, rusted, and weakend, dulled out, no avail.

No things are fine! put my 2 cents in and spent my last dime! times a ride, clocking out for the last time, work is done, was my best try!

This new anxiety is trying to get the best of me, I love you, can't stand you, hard to breath when I'm around you, you used to take my breath away in the name of love, but now you left me used up, like your favorite drug, just another emotional sponge, cleaning all the filth, poof! I'm done.

© Raven Siyeh Maitland