I`m filled with lust, my past my only one, I cant see far away enough. I fap till I cum.

Its my only way to feel, the pain is too real, ever since 94 my life been an emotional uphill.

My past has spilled, all my friends are gone I send them roses to cover the rotten viel.

I should have let you know your my only one, my prayers have no lungs, I fap till I cum to let my emotions run.

I dont understand how i stay in my head, after all these years im begging for death. I want my robe but im scared to leave this world and relent....
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