i'm sorry
i'm sorry for crying at night and interrupting your peaceful state of mind
i'm sorry for bringing home bad grades
i'm sorry for falling in love all over again so blind
i'm sorry for sometimes thinking the only way to go on are those blades
i'm sorry for being an asshole
i'm sorry for taking, taking, taking so much of your time
i'm sorry for not being able to mend the hole in my soul
i'm sorry for waking you up way past my bedtime
i'm sorry for telling you the same stories all over again and again
i'm even sorry for the way i dress
i'm sorry for feeling the despair to jump infront of this train
i'm sorry for not reaching your expectations, not being able to impress
but i'm not sorry for who i am
i'm not sorry for needing your help in times i don't even recognize myself
i'm not sorry for this one new little gramme
i'm not sorry for being this nerd, in love with her bookshelf
i'm not sorry for not being strong enough to hold back those tears
i'm not sorry for still missing this part of my heart which passed away
i'm not sorry for staying awake being chased by my fears
and i'm not sorry for being exhausted after every school day
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