Life as we knew it ,
Has now changed.
Since we first separated ,
Nothing's been the same .
At first ,
You begged for my unconditional love ,
Only to give in ,
& see that'd it'd never be enough.
I wanted so badly ,
Just to be valued ,
It's not your fault,
You never learned how too .
The threats that I
now receive
Break my soul
& I can't even believe
that
You'd turn out this way
I always pleaded that things needed to change.
After I realized I could make it without you ,
I never understood
How you could hate that I learned how too .
You wouldn't take me serious ,
You'd laugh at my tears ,
It's sad that I ,
Had to live in fear .
You wouldn't change from who you were ,
You hate who I've become,
you envy her .
Because of my strength ,
I'm no longer weak
I choose to smile ,
I will not sink .
Nomore control ,
How does it feel ?
Living my life ,
My happiness's real.
No matter the words that you throw my way
I know for a fact ,
I won't be held down by your chains.
You lie & tell excuses
so that you'll feel better
When the truth is
I'm doing better than ever.
You have to fix whats broken ,
In order to move on
My wish to you ,
is that you heal & push on .
We have history
Before the pain
I still wish you the best
Although we have changed .
No hard feelings ,
I pray peace on to you
Be the best you can be
& do the best you can do.
Now that it's over
between you & me ,
we should accept the fact
that we arnt meant to be .
We gotta learn to let go of the past ,
& move forward and be happy at last .
We're now strangers ,
With so many memories,
There's nomore us .
Its time to be free.
Time to let you go
so I can fall in love with me

Signed With Love,
Kay
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