he pops up in my mind
every so often,
no matter what i do.
thoughts of him
manifesting themselves,
wearing a mask
of different emotions
every time, bits of regret,
anger,
frustration,
love,
contentment,
nostalgia,
confusion,
disappointment,
love,
joy,
am I not enough,
could I have done more,
I'm so glad we met,
I wish he'll never meet another,
am I too...