The fields of flowers I dance through in my mind
The showers of rain filling me up inside
I seek peace, this is all i wish to find
though i am tested heavily,
some of you muthertruckers are truly one of a kind
but i know there’s a reason you’re here,
there’s gotta be a why
why somehow, no matter how hard i try
ignoring you is a pointless fight
i say there’s no hard feelings,
truth is that’s a lie
because i’ll never forget how
i felt that one night
how all the pieces fell in one place,
and i could no longer remain delusional, refusing to use my sight
my spirit says not to blame you,
and deep down i know she’s right
because if fighting for you
meant ghosting and
confusing separation
leading me on though you
had no intention on furthering
this connection
pulling me on emotional highs
and letting me fall from the sky
leaving me to wonder why
you were never really gonna make space
for me in your life
i just made it easier for you to fall asleep
when you had no plans for the night
i thought bedbugs were a myth
till i felt that first bite
had to tell myself that maybe
it just wasn’t the right time
as though i was asking for too much,
like i’d make you lose your shine
when all i’d wanted was to
illuminate you, with all that was
blissful and bright
Virgo venus, im intense
so ima say fuck allat nonsense
you’ve heard this story before
every girls heartbreak,
a famous tale retold
the story that sets her on her way,
here her journey unfolds
because now she’ll remember
all the lies that one nigga told
and when it comes to putting
herself first, on God she won’t fold
She knows she takes up
a lot of space but won’t
force where she won’t hold
because she knows her
essence makes niggas a lil bold
got em making promises they
won’t uphold
the idea of you healing their
heart from stories untold
will have them melting
while you still going to bed
tired and alone
tryna keep the spark going
got you getting bold
like it’s gonna make up
for their end being cold
my sisters, all this deep beautiful love
we all hold
shouldn’t be going towards
people who like to withhold
their feelings going untold
while you out here being bold
i promise, there is a space for all of you
i promise it will hold
it won’t have you giving your all
and still feeling unloved and alone



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