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My Conscience
My Conscience 8/1/21
Black,
Nigger;
Black nigger.
mud,
soot,
dirt,
grave,
Nigger,
ape,
sub-human,
Nigger,
Sub-human Nigger,
subpar,
Inadequate.
Nigger, run!
hide,
crawl,
grovel,
beg and plead.
Nigger beg and plead; for your measly...
wages,
place,
life.
Nigger,
Weep,
Nigger weep;
Nigger cry openly...
publicly,
pathetically.
Nigger,
Shroud yourself in as much whiteness as you can...
But, nigger;
Remember, that you are still a Nigger.
Laughing emoji goes here.
Spin your tall tales;
Weave your stories of nat turner's remains;
Commemorate balconies, tarnished with any of your beloved general's spilled blood stains...
Nigger,
worship,
Nigger, bow and worship at the alter.
Nigger, now you can read.
Read your Bible!
Nigger, love your Christ!
Nigger,
work,
perpetual,
Nigger work perpetually,
Work to the bone...
To the grave...
Early grave, Nigger.
Die!
Die a Nigger!
Die Nigger, die!
Perhaps a ditch!
Naw, too fast...
just to-
perish.
To simply cease to exist.
Back to the dust with you; but first suffer...
indignities.
Indignities and blood.
Shed so much blood. Spill it to a blood-lusting ground.
Offer it at the alter.
Ah, yes! The alter.
Isn't the nigger so spiritual?
Nigger, be spiritual.
Blood drips...
Smeared across indignities, all to real.
Tangible; That it is!
What is there to touch? To grasp, to clutch and hold; to embrace, to preserve, to endure?
But our blood sacrificed?
Our lives...
...Lives tattered.
Nigger.
Tattered nigger living a scattered life...
in the wind...
Or underground: clandestine
To be so lucky.
Nigger and luck don't go, though, nigger.
Ain't you know that?
You sure don't know shit. Even for a nigger.
Nigger, kneel. Nigger, bend.
Nigger kneel and bend. Mop, sweep, and suck.
And not necessarily in that order.
Nigger,
effeminate,
Effeminate Nigger.
Masculine nigger, die!
Too loud, too, too, too;
Too fucking much nigger!
Rape and Nigger are synonymous;
Nigger rapist.
Does that weigh you down, Nigger?
I saw you bow your head in shame.
Maybe you know, that you are a Nigger.
© BeauAllen
Black,
Nigger;
Black nigger.
mud,
soot,
dirt,
grave,
Nigger,
ape,
sub-human,
Nigger,
Sub-human Nigger,
subpar,
Inadequate.
Nigger, run!
hide,
crawl,
grovel,
beg and plead.
Nigger beg and plead; for your measly...
wages,
place,
life.
Nigger,
Weep,
Nigger weep;
Nigger cry openly...
publicly,
pathetically.
Nigger,
Shroud yourself in as much whiteness as you can...
But, nigger;
Remember, that you are still a Nigger.
Laughing emoji goes here.
Spin your tall tales;
Weave your stories of nat turner's remains;
Commemorate balconies, tarnished with any of your beloved general's spilled blood stains...
Nigger,
worship,
Nigger, bow and worship at the alter.
Nigger, now you can read.
Read your Bible!
Nigger, love your Christ!
Nigger,
work,
perpetual,
Nigger work perpetually,
Work to the bone...
To the grave...
Early grave, Nigger.
Die!
Die a Nigger!
Die Nigger, die!
Perhaps a ditch!
Naw, too fast...
just to-
perish.
To simply cease to exist.
Back to the dust with you; but first suffer...
indignities.
Indignities and blood.
Shed so much blood. Spill it to a blood-lusting ground.
Offer it at the alter.
Ah, yes! The alter.
Isn't the nigger so spiritual?
Nigger, be spiritual.
Blood drips...
Smeared across indignities, all to real.
Tangible; That it is!
What is there to touch? To grasp, to clutch and hold; to embrace, to preserve, to endure?
But our blood sacrificed?
Our lives...
...Lives tattered.
Nigger.
Tattered nigger living a scattered life...
in the wind...
Or underground: clandestine
To be so lucky.
Nigger and luck don't go, though, nigger.
Ain't you know that?
You sure don't know shit. Even for a nigger.
Nigger, kneel. Nigger, bend.
Nigger kneel and bend. Mop, sweep, and suck.
And not necessarily in that order.
Nigger,
effeminate,
Effeminate Nigger.
Masculine nigger, die!
Too loud, too, too, too;
Too fucking much nigger!
Rape and Nigger are synonymous;
Nigger rapist.
Does that weigh you down, Nigger?
I saw you bow your head in shame.
Maybe you know, that you are a Nigger.
© BeauAllen
