Dear me I know you may not be here right now but am sure i will see you in the future, I haven't been the best version of myself lately and its all because of the pressure. I need to talk to you so that i may not fail you as my past me as failed me, I have turned off all forms of leisure so that i can make a better living for you beyond measure. I feel lonely sometimes even to the point of breaking like a useless creature. but...