I say goodbye to doubting myself, clouding myself, instead of cutting and hurting I should be allowing myself, feet in the dirt connected to earth and grounding myself, I should be founding myself not hiding or hating now I sound like myself instead of the demons around me I'm surrounding myself and not sounding like hell my astounding self, as king of my world I am crowning myself , instead of constantly drowning myself, so I'm turning over a new leaf im upping not downing myself, controlling my soul since I got one why sell? breaking cages it amazes me the mental prison type cells, whenever the devil mocks me I yell, I choose to rebuke you get used to the fighting never ending defending, I battle quite well, got caught up in a world wide web as far as I can tell im not into it the internet I disrespect it I must respect my mind in it like wait a minute well how am I today Jesse, me? why yes me, well actually I'm swell I might as well subscribe to myself notifications on I like bells, so many shitty hands I've been dealt, I still learn from it stay informed and use my time well, doing it right I excelled, so far up that I fell behind but i picked the pen back up and I'm writing so well these words are inciting riots as well and I'm writing my wrongs when I'm writing these songs so yeah you can hear me improving thank you for asking I'm doing quite well.