I beg to pleed that I swear to thee
that I'm an uwanted burden can't you see?
I might as well run away for I'm unwanted to stay. I need to leave for I'm not welcomed... I feel neglected by people I love
I let everyone and everything down I'm a failing dope with toxins that keep upfloat.
Tears of sadness and outraged anger I can't feel my body it's becomed numb...drinking the poison that will let me die so maybe I'll feel more alive then I could ever say to take the blues away. Maybe I could OD to take away the pain from hurt and the fucking mistakes I made. I made my bed I must lie in it. I'm a dumbass idiot I hate how I'm naive and gullible I feel like I'm a failure, I failed everyone and everything what's the point of not being able...