No this isn't a goodbye letter calm down, it's just something i want you to know.
I don't say I love you without any meaning I hope you realise that, So when I do tell you, you mean so much to me, that I can only express it in those three words.
Whenever I see one of you sad, or tired, or upset, I just want to take your pain for myself. You deserve so much better than you think, and I would bear your burden if that meant you could be happy.
When I'm with you, individually or all together, I feel safe, and so happy.
If you feel like you don't matter or belong, I litterally wouldn't be the same without you.
I wanted to write this before the new year so you could go into it knowing how much you mean to me. And I really hope i got that point across because I'm terrible at feelings.

I love you, you know who you are.


© smolman