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the depth of sorrow, I cant no longer understand the whisper of pain. all I could do is lay there in troubles and guilt.
why? why me
why can't I see my life though this anxiety and depression.
every where I turn I see fear, any where I look .............. Nothing, nothing to stop this event
rejection and hated from people I thought I can depend on.


God are u there,
I know u see me, I know u watched me, I know u still love me
please help me because I have lose my option to the god of destruction, who is ready to destroy me and take my light that has been hidden.
God I have been hated and rejected, nothing can make me happy, nothing can keep me strong and bold, nothing.... Nothing!
so today .........
I stand here with nothing ...........
but Guilt

© sumi💎