I'm in pain,
I've never felt this way
I'm in pain,
I just want it to go away

As I lay here in my bed,
Trying to forget
The things that we did
At one point in my head.
When you weren't even there
And that's where I always disappear.

And now I know,
You were just an illusion
And now im free from that confusion
'Cause you and I we're never meant to be.
As my head was full of imagination,
I create you how I wanted you to be
But thats what kills me
'Cause in reality,
You never wanted me.

I'm in pain,
I never wanted to feel this way
I'm in pain,
I don't know when I'll be okay

This wasn't how it supposed to be
'Cause at the time things seems easy
And there's nothing that could sway me,
But this thing called feelings did
Thats why I hate it.
© M. Danh