Everything keeps hitting me these days
Anxiety.... Reality... Time...
Now to add..
Droplets of water start hitting me ..
Yeah I was there again,
Smiling along the memories
But my smile was an irony now because...
The place I called my home,
The place I grew up
The place where my happiness dwells
is gone ....
So,now the nature's increasing her pace huh?
Why?, So that I would stand up and run?
But will I? Even if I do where to ?
For my shelter is gone ...
And what's left is the ashes
Ashes of our memories together
Ashes of the friendship we shared.
For the voice that used to lift all the weight off my shoulders is gone..
And now, I can't even hear my own
So let me just sit here mother nature
Drench me as much as you want
Because even if I try to stand.
I'm sure of falling
So let it be ...
Let my tears be the camouflage in this rain.
As my fate has made me lonely.
Just let me feel as if the clouds are crying with me,
Now here, in this land far away
What do I even matter now?
Who do I trust now?
Who do I love now?
Since my faith has
been taken away.
Whose shoulder do I keep my head on?
The world seems so blur now
That I can't find my way.
© Eric Lanor