so the understanding was that
i had the perfect body.
my tight quads
bubble bum
flat tummy a lot of women my age would
kill for.

i still do have the body.
it'll be a while before i lose it.
before my body slows down

nice jawline
perfect boobs
curvy waist

but i don't like any of it.
makes me sound ungrateful
but i didnt work for this body.
i worked for some.

but is it bad to say i wish i could have lost weight to get my body where it is?
that i wish i didnt finally hit 100lbs until i was 13
or that ive been a consistent 115lbs for
the last year?
that working out as a kid was frowned upon because i already looked good?

that the first...