It's one of those days.
Days that make you feel like you just want everything to end.
I don't get a lot of stuff that happens to me.
My mom says it's the punishment from God.
Maybe it is.
I'm not saying I don't believe in God.
It's simply hard for me to believe when the people who taught me to believe are the people who are hurting me.
I'm not blaming them for my problems. I'm blaming them for their actions.
I hate it here.
But I can't leave.
I miss Luke.
I don't get a lot of things.
What if all this is just punishment from God.
I don't understand though what did I do to deserve this.
What did I do to deserve like I can't breathe anymore.
What did I do to deserve the fact that I'm scared to come home.
I don't want to be here.
It's just one of those days.
© peace