I doubt my self - existence,
I'm doing things in repentance,
Sorrow and grief come in lead,
Do some good and kind deed,
Looked at myself in opaque mirror,
Maybe someday I'll find myself clear,
Thoughts rushed in unexpected emotion,
Hearing some kind of the worst commotion,
Confused about what's meant for me,
Wanna do this and wanna do that,
Standing on edge like an acrobat,
Continually...