Crossing out the dates on the calendar
I think to myself, will it get any better?
Will I fail again if I refuse to strive a little harder?
Well Stress scares me yet it also pushes me further,
If I do not win this time, will it be the end
Or should I get back up and repeat again?
I ask myself, will I be able to accept it or
Will I regret not being able to give a little bit more,
I am confident but will it be the reason
My faith collapses and then I feel...