well… I’m not alone anymore I fell back into the arms that I felt will be safe but coming to realize why we left in the first place. I mean the first month we was great before u fell back into your old ways, but I can’t be mad because you and me both know it was too good to be true I know u from the back of my hand so no shock to me. I’m just OVER IT…Now I miss being single it wasn’t bad a little lonely but I was at peace, and I just feel single was for me. I’ve tried moving on and tricked myself to believing there’s no other man that understands me, now that you are here my peace has disappeared and being single is a better way for me. We tried but we’re not happy. you feel u can’t be who u are and I feel I’m not at peace Damn… I should’ve stayed single. Mybad I’m sorry now I sound mean, but I can’t help it when I’m not happy nor do I feel like me so please just leave because I crave what’s healthy for me.
© JanaeThompson