the cuts
the pain becomes too much
so you try to numb all that pain till you feel nothing at all
in doing so you take that blade and you put it on your skin that pain
and press hard and cut on repeat till you don't feel
as the blood streams down your skin
you don't care
till later you do
and it happens over and over
and over
and over
again
and then you use that as a coping skill instead of a better and healthier one
you want to get better
you truly do
but at the same time you don't want to feel you are scared of what will happen
so you suffer in silence
you act as if everything is great
but
those cuts say otherwise
the blood stand into your clothes
the blood on you skin
your cries
they all say otherwise
the cuts that are always there
the cuts that scar
the gilt and flash back that are trigger almost every time
the subject is brought up and the the urges
the all makes the cuts harder to get rid of
© anonymous_anonymously
so you try to numb all that pain till you feel nothing at all
in doing so you take that blade and you put it on your skin that pain
and press hard and cut on repeat till you don't feel
as the blood streams down your skin
you don't care
till later you do
and it happens over and over
and over
and over
again
and then you use that as a coping skill instead of a better and healthier one
you want to get better
you truly do
but at the same time you don't want to feel you are scared of what will happen
so you suffer in silence
you act as if everything is great
but
those cuts say otherwise
the blood stand into your clothes
the blood on you skin
your cries
they all say otherwise
the cuts that are always there
the cuts that scar
the gilt and flash back that are trigger almost every time
the subject is brought up and the the urges
the all makes the cuts harder to get rid of
© anonymous_anonymously