I have started sixth form
Things are getting hectic
I have no time to morn
Feeling like a lunatic.

Sometimes I feel in control
But lately my mind has been fighting a war between the two sides of my head
Yes I'm taking on a toll
Even right now my heart rate is too high to go to bed
Maybe I need meds.

My mind feels messy
My room is no comfort
My eyes are always glassy
My shoulders always hurt

This is a vent
My first and last time to rant
I will learn to love the torment
But I will forever hate the in-class acronym chant

#messy #disorganised #hectic #reckless

© Zainab Hussain 2023