I want to live
Live a normal life
A life, where trust and happiness prevails
A life, where laughters and smiles sail
A life, without pain, tears or screams
A life, where I can live all my dreams
A life, where I work in tranquility
And write in serenity.

I want to live;
To write and publish a volume
To walk on the empty roads, while rain hides my tears
To gather up all the shattered pieces and rejoin them
To achieve all the goals I've set for myself
To see the sky turning gold with my stars
To lead the brothers in Olives and Camos
To outshine their darkness and bring in light
To embrace atleast two lives and to support many
To donate the Curls and Ichor to the needy
To go back to the roots and also to climb the heights
To visit all the four directions of the Fabulous East
To ascent the north and dive in the south
To gaze the Sistine and bow at the Poet's Corner
To live twice in a single life, with the pain in my heart.

But, all these goals seem to be illusional
Breathing seems difficult
Life seems to be delusional
Living two lives, both tangled
Death, not even an option
'Tis not just a poem, but a confession
Written just in a hope,
That someday, someone will unfold
The secrets of this envelope,
And live them, if I fail to...