Life.....brings me pain
The type of pain that is soul crushing
My emotions or lack of
Suck the happiness out of me

I'm in this cage
I need to rage
Trapped between delusion and reality

Saw heaven and hell were lies.
My life is delusion
I only know my deepest rooted secrets

In the end, life is a battle, that for some reason I keep winning. I'm only driven to. live so I can live out the desire to. end by my own hands.

Ths is the nature of the Leeches that I call mental illness.