My heart is yearning to die right now
It's beating fast
Like it's punishing me
For all the times
I didn't stand for myself
Inorder to save
Someone else's reputation.

All the men that I've encountered in my life
Were all lascivious ones.
For all the barbaric behavior of their's
I was the one who suffered
All my life.

My near ones
Never in once asked me
How was I feeling.
I couldn't even spit about the
Mental traumas and torture
That I'm still going on.

I...