I don't think I recognise him again..
I mean he's hurt me so much without even knowing
I try to tell him but he only thinks I'm misconcepting, I mean it's right in front of my eyes what you're doing to me.
you won't share with me, you won't talk to me, you prefer working over, you won't even compromise to spend a little time with me.
he's changed so much. I mean I understand that everything is not going so well for him and he has to struggle for a lot of things but he just ignores me.
instead of relying on me for emotional support he pushed me away and expects me to somehow know what he's going through without him telling me only to use me as a lashing bag.
all he does is lash out, speak rudely to me, call me stupid passively.
I mean is that I all I am to him? I may not be able to help financially and I'm really sorry about that but honestly it hurts so much
it's almost like he doesn't want to be with me anymore, only that he doesn't want to be the one to say it first.
he grows colder each day, like a sad and angry beast.
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