so many times I ask myself why?
why did you play with my heart,
it’s on my mind I don’t understand why love is so blind.
when my heart gives up
an you don’t know why
cause I’m saying to you the same ole line,
it’s not you it’s me but we both know that’s a lie.
I ask so many times ,
why am I feeling like
I don’t exist it’s like
my world just took
a turn for the worse.
of course I hear it’s all my fault
I should’ve known to stay in my spot
an not stir the pot.
it’s my fault can you see her
it’s the monkey on her back
you’d thought you’d sit back an laugh.
you must havent had that monkey before?
trust me when I say that day I sponsored him some more
carrying him around
sure made me feel like a clown.
when I thought I knew
it turned out that the monkey had me shook
seeing things I’ve seen before it’s like dejuvue was this conspired from a perp
or was that monkey making me look like a jerk.
you say it ain’t so bet you never had that monkey before
when your about to crash how he looks at you an laughs how many times will I go down the same old road before I get strong enough to throw him in the road.
every single time I do he always finds his way back but this time with more bad news.
I can’t take it I won’t it’s like your a sick big joke
go away an go play with. soneone that you never met before please me. monkey get off my back an back stroke to your next joke.
I can see that monkey on my back
but why not help me out.
even if I have to take another route.
maybe it’s time. I don’t want to split up but that monkey is taking all my shine. he puts it in my mind that I was just a waste of time
maybe when you turn the news on an you see that girl that you had loved once before
she committed suicide but it wasn’t her fault she called you for help so many times I’m not that little girl who you can boss around no more. it’s your turn you see cause when I was living you you made me look week to the others around now it seems to be that fuckin monkey wanted you like your his pedigree
you’ll never know how much that girl really loved you
because before she would say good bye she look back once more
just to make sure that that monkey wasn’t around no more.
just know that monkey he too was alone that’s why it was so hard to find that monkey a new home. cause he belonged to someone else.
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