I wish I knew how you were
Or better yet, how you looked.
I wish I had a look at your smile
Or better yet the sound of your laughter.
I wish I knew how much you adored me
Or better yet how much you loved me.
I wish I knew
It took us five years to get to know each other
The same five years it took me to learn how to walk and talk
How could I do it all in my fresh five years of being around.?
The memories I think we had are beginning to blur out
The same picture I have of you in my mind, seems to not exist.
The last memory seems to just turn its back against me.
It Hurts to lose when you don’t know what you have lost.
It hurts to have so many questions yet no one to answer.
It hurts to try...