As I try to reach
to the stars, because
everyone said "u can do
anything u put mind to!"

I realized my dreams
are way to far out
for me to reach!!!!
Oh no why I put them
so high.

Am I a failure?
I scream out loud,
as my heart is so unsure.
Not sure where to go now.

Mind wonders and heart
hurts as my stomach aches all at once
Is this unusual?

As I am walking lost
in this world.
Asking myself am I the
only one this has happened to.

My heart starts to pounds
faster than a drum!!!!
My body starts to shakes!
And tear start flowing

Anxiety has kicked in
along with depression.
Feeling like a failure
just ain't easy.

Finally I realize
I must start again and
set things that are reachable in short time
just to start.