Beautiful as roses but harsh as thrones was her life.
It got better then it didn't, Little by little she was losing her true self, turning into a beast, she hated what she was becoming !
Why can't she be the person she wants to be ?
Why was she becoming altogether someone she never thought she would ?
Why was it so hard for her to be firm in her beliefs ?
Why she was so easily distracted ?!
Why life has to be so cruel to an already cursed world ?
Just why ?!!
Filled with negativity she closed her eyes but welcomed her mornings with optimism.
Thinking, 'maybe today's the day I will get better'
Thinking, 'today I might win against my worldly desires, win against my bad self, Win against everything that's keeping me away from my purpose' but to no avail !!
The ending scared her. The future she wished to live was on stake; for her present was turning into a disaster she depised to live...

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