inside i feel empty
like i have lost plenty
i left myself behind
it is so hard to relapse
instead i collapse

the feeling of emptiness
devours my soul
feeling like i'm not enough
i used to be full of life
and enthusiasm
now my life is based on
sex and orgasm

my strength is waning
and i'm fading
like the wind,
my potentials are blowing
only that they're not filled
with any life
they're dying
and i feel worthless


© Steph