I never truly knew what fear meant till now.
The beating in my chest, I can hear it as if it's just person playing drums from a band. I can feel it as if im getting punched over and over and over again. I can't breath, I tell myself it's going to be alright. I still can't breath. Ppl come to me " it's gonna be okay tasha" "you got this, your a fighter". But I'm not... I can't fight, it hurts to...