I kind of made a big decision today, I hope you will understand
I am not going to do poetry anymore
I love the art but I realize now, it's my way of connecting with you
And now it hurts too much to write
So it's time to figure out what's next for me in life
But whatever it is, I will try to make you proud
I am off but still life goes on

I'm having unfinished conversations with my second thoughts
My first are second guessing on my doubts
Fear has my heart full of goosebumps when it beats I feel cold
It needs adrenaline to skip beats
So I fight myself and my soul flights away from me
I'm trying to write letters that haven't been written before
I'm at the end of an alphabet

You know I ddnt talk to you for so many years
And now that you are gone, I talk to you all the time
I miss you, I am writing unaddressed letters to you
See I am undressing myself, I am black but just see through
My heart is sagging inside
We had some good memories, now my memory is carrying regrets
Guess life goes on and it left me

I am a subtitle to pain
When you try to understand, you will realize tears have ears, so they come out to listen to more closely
They listen more in the silence, so they come when I am alone
They flow downwards, searching for the depth my brokenness
I have decomposed tissues, I can't no longer wipe away my tears

Like hate, I am a form of love, lost
I haven't found a way to express myself logically


~¥ou_Know_Who~