I should let the white light blind us all

First time I almost hurt myself for fun
is that insanity or extreme calmness
Am i the pictures that I am in?
Can I recognize anybody that I loved?
The power to leave everything behind with
only grains of sand in my hand is difficult.

Should I left myself go?
What if is painfully me?
what if I take a step for my own destruction.
I am afraid
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