No...
It wasn't supposed to be this way
The bad habits were supposed to be gone
Why did I do it again?
I thought I fixed it
I thought I was getting better
I thought they were going to stop hurting my heart
I promised her I wouldn't do it
I lied
I failed her
I failed her
What is she going to think of me now?
She'll never trust me again
I wouldn't either
I feel so faint
So weak and delicate
It's as though I'll shatter like a porcelain doll if I fall down
I can barely make it anywhere on time
My body is so slow on the...