You find it.
You get it late
Very late, that you will be out of your senses crying in agony
You will be used to the utmost limit
Your heart would have dried to a parched land
That you won’t have any more love for yourself
You get it llate
That even when you have given your heart, love which is more than enough, your entire self, it won’t help you to make ‘that’ person stay in your life.
Your love, your time, the care, the money or anything is not enough.
You get it late.
Very late
That they would have walked away for reasons, you would have never imagined.
You get it late
You are not even a grain of sand or a strand of hair for the person you felt was your soul.
You get it late when crying on the pillow
That the one for whom you stood against your whole world leaves you for nothing.
There’s no way back now from shedding silent tears
As they will be posing for happy pictures with the ones they left you for.
You never get it- the reason
You never get it-how they could be fine when you are dying from the inside.
You never get it-where is your old self now?
© Mp❣️