Sweating out the torrent of despised feeling
Shaking off the heavy words boiled down with lies
Crouching in defeat whereas violence bubbled
The feeling I stand to remember

Repressing the only hope
Slaughtering the desired gain
Slaying the achieved peace
Pretending good works they never ceased to offer

Challenging the ideal dramas
Smoking the traces they left
Chasing the weights they smashed
Never got I tired of this

Dances sway in duty
Words spilled in dire need
Peeks returned in shock
Regret the excitement they wanted

Speak not words like them
Only I knew how sweet the bitterness began
Reject not the intense fury
Only I realized how bitter candies are

For I revived my repressed hope
For I restored my desired gain
For I became the peace I wanted at the worst toll
Lost in the fun of sweet bitter moments



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