early morning at 3:35 AM

Please stop being so hard on yourself. Stop beating yourself down. Please let go of your fear, lower your walls for a moment, and simply talk to me. You are precious to me and I adore you my friend. I am your loyal friend. I can't lose you a second time. I can't endure that. We need to talk. After all this time, we still need to talk. Please don't be so fearful. You know how I feel about you. You know I am honest and my intentions are pure. Please don't throw away our friendship without talking to me. You are my soulmate and my dearest friend. Our bond, our connection, is good, pure, unbroken, and eternal. Neither time nor distance can fade or break it. Call me. Text me. Meet me for dinner or for coffee. I promise, it will be worth it. You are in my heart and on my mind with every breath I take. You are my cherished friend and my deepest love. I still adore you. You make me smile and you don't even know it. On good days, merely thinking about you makes me smile like an idiot at total strangers all day. On bad days, thinking of you calms me, centers me, and fills me with overwhelming peace and joy. My hope of seeing you again enables me to get through another day without you and makes me look forward to each tomorrow. You are my trusted friend. I can't lose you again. Please...