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June 30, 2020 midnight inner feelings
early morning at 3:35 AM

Please stop being so hard on yourself. Stop beating yourself down. Please let go of your fear, lower your walls for a moment, and simply talk to me. You are precious to me and I adore you my friend. I am your loyal friend. I can't lose you a second time. I can't endure that. We need to talk. After all this time, we still need to talk. Please don't be so fearful. You know how I feel about you. You know I am honest and my intentions are pure. Please don't throw away our friendship without talking to me. You are my soulmate and my dearest friend. Our bond, our connection, is good, pure, unbroken, and eternal. Neither time nor distance can fade or break it. Call me. Text me. Meet me for dinner or for coffee. I promise, it will be worth it. You are in my heart and on my mind with every breath I take. You are my cherished friend and my deepest love. I still adore you. You make me smile and you don't even know it. On good days, merely thinking about you makes me smile like an idiot at total strangers all day. On bad days, thinking of you calms me, centers me, and fills me with overwhelming peace and joy. My hope of seeing you again enables me to get through another day without you and makes me look forward to each tomorrow. You are my trusted friend. I can't lose you again. Please call me

It's still you, every day I wake, you are the first thought, every night before I slip into the night, you'll be there. Every note in every song your voice will carry, no matter where I go on this Earth you'll always be there, whether or not if you think of me, or what have to offer, I'll always be yours. I'll stop loving you when the sun rises in the West and sets in the East, I will always be your wolf, and you'll always be my moon, and I'll howl for you every night and hope that one day you'll see me again as yours. You say that if we were meant to be then we would have made it, but that's the thing about fate my lovey, if we're meant to be then we'll find our way back to each other no matter how far we are, no matter how hard we fight against it, I believe that it'll be worth the wait. They say when you start a war, you better know what you're fighting for, and you, are all I adore, because whether or not if you see it, you made everything better. You know who you are and you said one of your favorite things about me is that I'll fight against all odds and I'd love nothing more than to be a wolf at your door.
You're special, you know that? You're unique. No one has your personality. No one can smile the way you do. The way your eyes will light up when you see something that makes you happy. No one else is like you. No matter how similar someone may look or act like you, no one is truly you. A world without you would be different, no matter how you see it. Every existence holds an importance, both big and small. You're still here for a reason. You're still breathing for a reason. You've continued reading this for a reason.

You're having a hard time in life, you've been having hard times in life, life has been hard overall, whichever it is, just remember that you're not alone in this. People mourn everyday for those struggling, those who are hurting. Someone cares about you. And don't say no one does, because do. Don't give up.
© vinod sam