want to change the past
but my heart says
wont change who you are now.
as I focused on his happiness and comfort
i forgot i was a human too
i forgot i needed all the comfort and
the self esteem to be a better me
failed in such thing
now I have remorses deep down in my heart
that im not willing to dig and forget
you see , when someone hurts you
you dont feel or think at the time
all the crying and overthinking
happens day after day later on
some are lucky to move on
some are stuck in that big hole in the dark
they cant see the lights anymore
just like me.
i write to ease my pain
to forget, i did and said things
things that haunt my head and trouble my thoughts
i cant sleep peacefully no more
im constantly watching his face in front of me
looking for his face in every single person existing
if someone would ask do you still love him
i would say yes
i love him with all of my heart

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