I want to break down and cry
But it's like I've forgotten how.
I remember when I could let the tears fall easily at a sad thought
But it seems I'm too grown now.
I feel all the hurt yet my eyes can't seem to tear up
and that tears me up.

Now, my face is like a wall.
Breaking inside
Faint cracks I try to hide
How do I feel again,
When I've hidden myself so deep in my shell
To avoid feeling?

I've been trying to feel and...