I'm going deeper than the ocean
I'm moving faster than a bullet
I'm crying like a newborn baby
It affects everyone, but should it?




They judge the way I act and everything I do
They throw insults, push me down but I always say I'm fine.
I walk away, and tell a lie then destroy the truth.
And go on the rest of my days with a fake smile.




I'm falling, I'm falling
And I'm gonna die
I'm falling, into the darkness
I've lost track of all the light.




I'm drowning, I'm drowning
In a sea of my own emotions
I'm dying, I've stopped trying
I'm not gonna make it!




Someone! Save me!
Can you make it this time?
Can someone…save me?
Yeah, you can go ahead and try.
But I know I that I'm not gonna make it out alive.




My heart's beating hard like a sledgehammer.
Suffocating slowly from the inside.
I make mistakes and I pay for the damage.
With bruised wrists and a headache every night.




I hear the voices in my head
Screaming as loud as they can
I count the ribs that I can see
More than food in my hands.




I don't eat
I don't sleep
Too depressed to be
All their words, all this pain
The memories flooding in my brain




All the bullies, the lack of friends
The hateful words of my parents
The mental torture, the silent abuse
The prison I'm in and the anxiety too.




All that I try to escape from..




Can someone save me?
Or is it too late?
Please someone save me
I'm not sure how much longer I can wait..



© WarningKoala