‍‍‍They say time moves fast
And it's up to you not to get lost in the moment
But the way I see it ..
Time moves slow
Infact so slow that I can feel the pain of each second
There was a time a was filled with joy but now I always feel low
All these questions in my mind are eating me from inside
And I just wish I had someone who cares and always be by my side
But am alone ...
          In these sad trips
And it all my fault cause I ruined all my friendships
I thought of how better off they could be without me
  Plus I did not want them to see the real person behind the fake smiles
I didn't want them to see this face full of worry
Cause the fake smile was getting to heavy to carry
I didn't want them to see me vulnerable and start feeling sorry
So I run...
Back to the dark were I belong
Cause I knew no matter what I do or say
I was never good enough
And I wish I could laugh
    But my happiness was stolen long ago.
  And they is no good days anymore
© owen