You may see me sitting calmly from afar,
like a cat from behind, quiet and easy.

But if you look closely, you will find my body slightly shivering and a lunatic quick movement of eyes,
darting from one corner of to another as if I have seen or heard something horribly wrong and forbidden, making me go mad.

You will find it so unsettling, so disturbing, You will see me mumbling something and becoming suddenly all quiet, as if I have been sucked into an abyss of unknown thoughts.

You will find my afraid eyes silently screaming as if...