I want to study English.
You know that when we drive to school.
When we buy lunch while Mamma's out.
When I sit with you in an awkward silence for too long.

When I wish for silemce because you won't stop telling me that you're proud.
Telling me that Im the only reason you visit on weekends.
That you and mamma dont talk.
that you love it so much there now, that you love life more than ever, that you want me to visit you, that you dont want to visit every weekend that you dont care about mom anymore and that you two dotn get along and that DOING SUCH A GREAT JOB AT HANDLING EVERYTHING THAT YOURE SO PROUD OF ME FOR NOT OUTWARDLY SHOWING HOW MUCH IM SUFFERING BECAUSE YOU KNOW I AM BUT STILL YOU KEEP INSISTING THAT ITS FOR THE BETTER
I KNOW IM DOING A GOOD JOB.
IM DOING A BETTER JOB THAN YOU AND MAMMA EVER HAVE-
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